感觉不一样了

是你们都变了吗？？还是我们都变成生活上的普通朋友了？？以前的感觉。。现在真的很难感受得到。。。是因为我上线的时间少和与你们聊的时间少的关系吗？

还是我们真的都变了呢？？现在好像都不怎么需要对方的存在那样。。

我还记得傻心跟我说。。。她是很在乎我的。。叫我不要想太多～那时候我还相信的。。可是。。到了现在。。其实，我真的不是很知道你说的是真的吗？？是我自己迟钝感觉不到吗？还是真的没有呢？

其实。。我想说的是。。。你们是不是忘记了我们最初弄部落的意义？？我们一个一个听那个pudu biba jie的话弄部落出来是为了什么。。你们还记得吗？？

我记得那时候的我们都很勤劳的每天努力更新。。为的只是让对方都知道自己的消息。。所以。。我们每天都很忙的去部落读读读～～留言留言留言～回复回复和回复。。。

还记得吗？我们称我们的部落为。。＂联系站＂

一个让我们能很亲近的地方。。一个让我们互相沟通的地方。。。因为部落让我们都更熟悉和认识了。。。因为那里有完所有我们各自的喜，怒，哀，乐与心声。。。

可是。。。现在。。。你们都不再更新了。。。。我们变的比朋友还朋友。。。。。虽然当我们出来面对面时我们还是很close可是已经没有以前那么要好了。。。有发觉吗？我们见面时。。现在最多只是拥抱而已。。而且不是自动自发的。。。是要其中一方说。。＂来～抱个先＂才会有抱下。。。

真的很怀念以前的我们。。。一见就二话不说的就拥抱在亲一个甚至两个三个的。。。让男生们羡慕及傻眼的。。哈哈。。

我现在最希望。。下次我们的见面能拥抱。。。能很自然的拥抱再聊天。。。聊的很开心。。。当然我也很希望。。你们会更新我们的＂联系站＂呵呵～

在这里想写出我想对我们的大家姐说的话～记得＜法证先锋２＞里面的内容吗？？里面有一段说到。。＂身为一个leader一定不能倒一定要撑着。。。因为你一倒正个team就回跟着你一起倒。。。＂因为你是xTypoX的支柱。。最粗最大的支柱～一支不能倒的支柱～虽然我整天都对他们说。。xTtpoX不只是一个游戏的家族～是一个朋友Gang~一班朋友也需要一个带头人的嘛rite?我不是把责任都推给你。。只是。。你真的很重要你知道吗？？是有得看的。。。没有你的那段时间。。我们不是没有举行聚会的～可是。。每次都不知道做么。。都很少人的。。除了一周年那次以外。。。其他都很少人。。都不超过１０个人的。。。。然后知道你回来了。。举办新年聚会。。那次几多人啊～连呆呆都来了～真的很开心的咯～那晚的影片我经常得空都拿来看的～真的很开心～所以你不能倒～你知道吗？？如果想休息你可以说～我们不会那么坏不让你放假的～～～嘻嘻～

*No Dare*

i still no dare to pm baobei....

its 2nd time to let me meet she in msn ....
everytime i oso think wan to pm she...
bt ....
ngo mm gam T.T

i scare she no choi me....no reply me...
and will off9 or block q me/...

haiz...
duno what can i do......

Tuesday~14-07-09

Yesterday~~~~is a happy day~~~
why?

coz....i meet dao my lovely biba jie liao lorh
hehehex...
and coz of barbi Birthday so go jor 1u neway sing K~~
im so happy tat i going...
bt abit sad oso la..coz i cant stay til 12am they cut cake...haiz...
bo bian lo..i nit to work today arh...my mom say must bak early de...
if not nx time i nonit go jor....
jz now go FB see jro biba upload de photo...seem like so happy after i gone T.T
bt...its ok la...atlease i going ma rite..hehex...

i tot yesterday i will meet baobei again de lo...
coz lyn marmi say..she got invite baobei and zai zai...when i see this..i start to think i dun1 go even i can go.......coz...i noe if baobei still the same sure will nto happy at all de..
and will make dao zai so hard do oso....
bt arh..i very "xiang " go wor....so i no think so many le..jz go jek la...
got shu shu they all ma...i think nvm de gua....
then after tat har...tu shu shu arh...duno zomok mou la la say wan wear uniform wor...zzz...
i go whr find a uniform wear go arh =.=
lucky biba dai + jie and mama oso no wear..if not i cham i duno how to explain to shu shu y i no wear uniform/...
actualy he oso got ask me...zomok no wear de...i 4get what i answer him jor hahax..
jz luan luan answer a thing...in K box...cant hear nicely de ma..haha...
b4 i bak got go take sum photo de...must take sum de ma...
then we take dao so happy and high in car park =.= wakaka...
wait i got usb i put in net let u all see ha...(baka biba chui the photo jor )
bt...the photo less jro jie...coz tat time she edi drunk jor....so mou cha cha in k box...
jz marmi and biba jie "song "me and mama go car park ...coz we 2 car tgt...

and arh...tu marmi arh....hai dou dun1 take my RM50 /angry
duno tat nite de bill how much =.=...

anyway...
wish barbi "Happy Birthday ha" *hug*

Today is a Bad Day~T.T

Today Is a Super Bad Day actualy...

morning slp late jor....then come work...
duno zomok hor...keep do wrong thing....

Fax wrong thing....order thing write wrong price....then need refax ...refax tat fax ha buwee me wor...keep fail wor...zzzzzz.....
then after fax must cal them comfirm de ma...keep cant cal in wor...keep "do do do...."nia ma ....
i write wrong later come wrong thing leh....zomok cant cal de T.T
gan jiong sei me....
then cal other 1 oso cal wrong office...cal dao banting de...zzzzzz...
mou la la so many office zomok =.=
zong ji today keep do wrong thing la...so pai seh ...haiz...

today reali mou hou yeh fa sang de lo....
haiz....
duno how to told out all my feeling now....
so sad....

onli got 1 happy thing....tat's...i finaly watch dao my "Ice Age 3" jor....
lucky still got she acc me....
Thankz so much.....Love sei you ~~
hehex....

other onli watch wif boy...no boy date oli think dao fren....
reali heartless...
u heart sum1...
i heartless u.....
reali so heartless......

Sien......

reali feel sien jor......
what oso cant......who oso cant.......

wan find a fren go out oso hard dou gam/....
i reali sien jor......
dun1 dun1 lo.....

all yau yi sing mou yan sing.....
sat luen again dun tel me...
i dun1 noe...i dun1 an wei u anymore....
u kaki dai sei geh.....
owiz kaki say jor what oso 4get...
promise jor what oso 4get....

my life onli can like this......
what oso did have..........

给我答案～＊再续＊

我的问题是。。。。

该不该相信命理与占卜／占牌挂 之类的呢？？
你相信的吗？？能不能信呢？

记得bibajie说过她相信的。。因为在初时认识她跟她gaigai接呆mui时。。她跟我说过。。她算过命所以呆不是她的终生伴侣。。

以上pudu biba jie的可以忽视。。重点是。。算命。。占挂可以相信吗？应该说。。可以尽信吗？？

我需要答案。。。由于时间关系。。下次再清楚述说吧。。。

看的人一定要留言哈。。不然不要看我的部落了～我private起来～

哼～

＊再续＊

~28/06/2009~Sunday~

Let's say "Happy Belated Birthday "to xTypoX_Mic3y and zaizai~~~~~~
know got member bday wor...so...sure must wish them de ma....
bt...so 可惜 onli mice can receive my wish...why zaizai no??
coz of...i reali duno how to msg him edi....after tat day...he told mii tat i dy no contact him at all...his last msg i oso din reply...i duno how to reply oso...so Bday msg no send to him...and i dun1 baobei missund again...
so i onli wish at here ^^

this day...i so happy lo....not habi coz they bday la sure....
i happy coz of....i...finally...ply dao XDO jor!!!!
wahhh....reali so happy lo....and help shua jia jor many ...i long time no shua le...(zoi mm shua kena biba der sei mii...)and can shua wif my biba jie few round neh.../admire
acc mii so many de is our min min dai + jie lorh~~~
the 1st chat wif mii de is xuxu...bt she keep afk wor...keep say wan bath ....so din ply so many wif mii lorh...
and mao jie!! long time no ply wif those guys le...reali so happy...
bt i reali dun like go cc on9 lo...hou mm ji zoi lo....
and hor...bside duno sit jor gor apa orang....keep ask mii thing..and talk to mii when i PLAYING!
ppl so noob de ma...must 专心 de ma when plying if not hou easy game over de leh...summore all new song...ngo guai sik ply meh =.=
and he reali so kong bu lo...come cc da kei geh ma...bring a big big BIG beg wor...look like ngam ngam duno do jor d mea shui ye gam...
other sui thing is..hou 邪 de lorhh...when i ply keep new song...less old song...when change mao jie...old song jump out jor wor...change bak mii hor..then new song come bak jor...and keep repeat b4 ply jor de song...zomok Gm dun1 make leng leng lei....dun so easy then repeat ma...so sien geh leh if ply random for so a long time....
btw...dim dou hou la...im so happy tat day go jor cc ply xdo~虽然旁边的很恐怖~
actualy i can on more 1 or 2 hour de lo....my bro sdly fetch jor mii go 1u...see can buy dou movie ticket mou....bt cant get it...coz too full la...so...we dun1 waste parking $ ma..so go jor arcade ply lo..so long no go arcade oso le...ply RockFever...wahhh miss dou ghost gam...lucky i choose Fever de wont fail de...hahahx...
yun bun wan ply parapara de ...bt got "high hand"(gao shou) thr wor..i papa so i go get lolipop for eat~hehex...

erm...nth to write jor gua????
zao gam sin la....
jz wan let u all noe im happy the day ply xdo wif u all
^^
Thx for ply wif mii~
muackz~

For傻心：很多广东音。。你读得懂吗？

and 1 more....Today (30/6) is my 无敌笨蛋傻佬未婚夫 de Birthday neh~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY To You ya~hehex....
Remember u promise me de orh...u will请我吃大餐的~~i will REMEMBER tat!!
hahahax~

Why u all owiz wan like tat make mii sad de arh/...

The 1st make me so sad de is my baobei....bt now still is my baobei i think she answer is no/...i reali so broken....

Broken Heart
我真的很伤心与心痛也不解为什么我们回搞到如此田地。。。。我们曾经那么的要好过。。。我们曾经那么的亲近过。。。可是。。为什么现在会这样呢？？我真的不明白。。。在那里面。。你可以说是比姐还要早跟我熟悉起来的。。。可是现在。。我站在你面前。。。坐在你面前。。你却对我视而不见。。听而不闻。。。那晚的我。。真的很辛苦。。也不知道该怎么办才好。。。那么多的人知道我与你之前要好的程度。。现在却这样子了。。。姐头头在她房问我是否很想念你时。。我真的不知道应该回答什么。。。对。。可以这么说我是想念你的。。见到你时真的想像以前那样拥抱后再来个吻。。可是现在想跟你正面笑个都没有。。我与你的问题早在之前喝茶就感受到了。。可是我却百思不得其解。。。到底是怎么了？？我做了什么吗？我记得我不曾做过什么啊。。。直到今天我大概确实的算得到了答案。。原来是因为你男朋友跟我偶尔的联系？不会吧？就这样毁了我与你之间的友情？？那也太儿戏了吧？？心想。。难道＂宝贝＂这字眼是白叫的吗？？叫爽的吗？？再一次的让我羡慕姐和妈咪。。。。。。。。。说真的之前我真的只是不开心和心不舒服而已。。然后到下午。。他问了我觉得心痛吗？有哭吗的时候。。。我告诉她。。。不至于啦～可是事实上他一说我的眼泪就流了。。。可是。。这也是没有办法了。。。如果因为那样而导致这样的话。。我真的不知道说什么或做些什么来解决好。。这真的很难解决。。。所以我也只能说nth to do for now....和我能做的就是尽量减少与zai联系，交谈。。看能不能改善些什么咯。。还有。。尽量不让人感觉到我与宝贝（还是宝贝吧？）的问题。。。不然。。你们问起我不知道怎么回答。。。只能一笑而过吧。。。现在真的只希望一切都会过去。。。不然等臭４３回来的话有聚会。。那该怎么办才好。。。。。和。。现在的我没有uniform真的很难搞下。。。~haiz................................凡人真的很烦下的咯～

reali duno how to settle it/... i noe u all owiz chat wif she de...any1 can tel mii what i did wrong???bt i think my blog duno wait til when oli got ppl see hahahax....

The 2nd make mi so sad de...is you...ya...you...at other side cant see this website de you.....

i duno u is yau sam ding mou yi....owiz i ask u thing...u oso wil 拖拖拖~拖 til mayb u feel mii sad or i use so kua jiong de way ask u...u oli tel mii de answer...owiz same...is everytime same....other i think jie,min they all u mayb will 主动 tel when u will be bak m'sia...i owiz duno the date u bak or the month u bak....owiz oso baka say u got bak i oli will noe tat....then keep ask u...u wont say....do u noe u like tat i will so sad???gam dou suin la...atlease 到最后 i oso will noe the date u bak ^^....i dy ok jor de....bt why...let mii see tat....what cal "so this time xTypoX gathering i will not attending"?? onli xTypoX??i noe tat mayb u are kiding...coz我坚信u still love xTypoX de...so...i oso will 争取after u bak here we can meet de 机会...bt i think hard abit....coz i oli sunday no work...if reali like baka say u bak got gathering bt on weekday i reali cant attend...and i din hv uniform for now...shirt,shoe,cap all in my KD de house...no uniform go gathering 原本is nth de..bt..i so scare they will ask mii zomok no wear........i duno how to answer it/...so tat day mama cal mii ask mii mm sai wear uniform go de le hor?i 55 say nonit de la...hak mang mang...i feel lucky our uni is black colour de is red colour i duno find what 借口..then nite turn barbi say wan wear uniform photo get si hao..i reali soh jor...lucky he jz xia mii jek =.=

so long no write blog jor...i duno what i typing....so luan shui rite?bt not much ppl see ma...suan le ba...i jz wan to write down jek...if not my mood duno will down til when.....if any dak zui then sorry lo...也是那句dun like dun see larh...no body force oso ma rite =.=...i jz folo sum1 say de...blog is ownself de ma...so wan wirte what oso can...nonit care ppl dim tai de ma...i jz folo it jek...