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谢谢你的大驾光临 =)


我只想让我最爱的朋友们能更了解我而已。。希望你们都能正面观看以下的文章^^


❤你若不弃 我定不离❤


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我不想在这里修饰我的任何言语,看不爽?你可以不看!"

[部落除了让你能更了解写者的心态,心情与想法以便能及时做出调整以外...希望还能圆成更好的友谊=)]


最卑贱不过感情,最凉不过是人心。

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Saturday, October 3, 2009

Sowee...lazy...

Actualy i wan update so many thing de...
1st ofcus is my pudu biba jie de Birthday Party la...coz tat nite reali so happy and funny ^^
but...
i lazy to write.....coz...eng i bun tong sui...chinese i nit go forum type then copy and paste....
nit open many window..coz i nit load my game in fb ..lol!!!

then 2nd neh....actualy i wan to write about wolf de...coz of many ppl say he are dead ma.....feel sad la...coz...怎样说我们也曾经很要好过嘛~ but...kor kor say...mayb its fake...coz ...he say jie say the full story 听起来很假 wor... */warn jie! zomok u din tel me about tat????kor no say i oso duno*
and shaxin arh...dun tel ppl about it ya Thx ^^

so now i feel...if he reali bluff all of his friends...then wat he will get??? get many friends 关心 coz of his dead??? reali so swt lo if like this.....
but....how come got ppl dare to tel ppl he's dead??? so yao yeng meh ==???

so its fake or true de !!! arHHHHggg!!!

anyone noe the answer???

and i wan to say sowee coz i lazy update many...coz reali so ma fan to write chinese ~~
pai seh pai seh!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Who is that actualy???

today suddenly wan see tu pudu biba jie de old blog...last year de i think....coz..suddenly i miss she....hahax...then i saw a old post....name : 我最亲爱的人.

then sure inside got write about...jie,marmi ,min and andy de story lo..about how they know each other arh...how close a...happy thing and sad oso lorh....reali a nice blog....
i rmb last time i read this....i tot tat down "" de is saying me.....coz tat time im so so so close wif biba jie....and she caling me mui oso de...so i think tat..so 理所当然 de lorh....


"直到有一天。。我发 现。。原来还有一个和我很相的人。。也是一个很在意姐姐可是姐姐却不在意的人。。那天开始。。我就跟他很熟络。。直到现在。。他都是唯一一个在我伤心或者 开心的时候都在我身边支持我的人。。他。。就是我亲爱的妹妹。。他是我最最最最最疼爱的妹妹。。。在那天开始。。我就告诉我自己。。我会永远的疼她。。我 有的东西。。我一定会也给她一份。。因为我知道。。只有他会把我放在心上。。也只有他会把他的心事一一的跟我分享。。我真得很开心我有这个妹妹。。"


but...now..i see bak....i got "???" lorh..coz...min, jie, marmi and andy de...she oso got write name d lo...why oli this part no hv name de????then i think tat izzit reali is me???or oli i 一向情愿 jek?
hahax...i reali duno lorh..so..can i noe tat answer??? coz its so important to me....真的很重要....
but how i get the answer?? i noe tat tu pudu biba jie arh..no cuming my blog jor de....i think she 4get my link tim arh.....so how i get???
u all sure say...terus go ask la...but...hey..u all duno biba meh...last year de 1 of she blog wor....1 year jor wor...u all think she will remember meh???=.=|||

but i think tat oso..if tat reali saying me la...erm..i rmb tat...i close wif she coz of a long story i sms to she wor,,,coz tat time de she was so sad and hurt....亲情,爱情,学业,家族都有事..no body help she settle...and tat time she cal me "long gas queen" so i send a long long long sms to 安慰 she...then we close jor hahax....i rmb is tat la...and jie thing oso got la...coz of jie we will sad tgt ~hahax...reali so funny we 2 ....

i so miss tat time we closed.....T.T
nx nx monday its ur Bday...i 80% going la...i hope tat tat day can chat much wif u and hv sum hug or kiss wif u^^....coz after tat u going bak le....i reali so scare....scare tat u will slow slow 4get who m i........i am ur Buru mui sifu arh....u remember???? =)



Thursday, September 17, 2009

To my PuduBlu3 jie SEE de !!!!!!!!!!

To jie seeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hou hou lei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i tel u both hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my lovely blu3 jie horrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sssssssssooooooooooooooo scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy de lorhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Tiap tiap hari pun mari my blog and seeeeeeeeee dy lo!!!!!!

BUTTTt ha!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so touch la hehex....gu mm dou...jie tiap tiap hari come...
i tot oli sha xin will do tat jek ...hehex....
Thankz jie....Love sei u jor!!!!!Muackz!!!

no panjang panjang la...i jz oli wan to update let u see jek..dun1 let u say me no update....u kaki oso so long no update...dare to say me =.=||||

and i jz wanna say to u i so touch and i love u


u touch mou /warn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

突然想更改!

突然想更改我的blogspot link name...

因为。。觉得那名怪怪的。。(现在才意识到真是大笨蛋)所以。。如果你们忽然看不到了。。而想继续的话。。可以跟我说。。我会告诉你们我改去什么的^^

我还是很愿意跟你们分享我的心情的噢~^^


今天一下就更新了很多~好累噢。。可是我好像还有很多东西写那样==|||||||*汗*

突如奇来的感觉

今天忽然有个感觉。。就是。。。我们真的散了。。。。。

在FaceBook可以很清楚的看到。。。所有的人都回去自己的世界了。。。拥有各自的生活和朋友。。

再没有人在意。。。。几时会有聚会。。甚至一直催问几时弄聚会了。。。。

其实,这样的情况已经维持很久下了。。只是一直没有去面对。。。一直想。。biba姐回来度假后就回没事的了。。baka也这么跟我说着。。我也接受这安慰。。怎么知道。。。。。。。。。。。跟我想的担心的一样。。。

这样的情况到底是怎么开始的呢??应该是新年后biba姐回去后就开始的吧。。。她回去了自然就没有人主动说要办聚会。。然后就到我离家后没有上线后就更加的没有人想过聚会吧??加上姐也从JB过来这生活工作。。。。那时候以为办聚会应该更容易了。。怎知道。。原来是更糟糕。。。因为。。姐来这和lyn妈咪一起工作过后就拥有同事。。。所以就这样拥有了朋友。。。开始要好。。。说真的。。每次看到他们和同事出去的照片心都很难过的。。然后biba姐和朋友的照片。。。貌似她们的生活没有了xTypoX更开心那样。。。虽然偶然的聊天看下去还不至于那么糟糕啦。。可是我的心真的很难过下。。你们都不会吧?看你们都没什么。。。

上次biba姐回来都有喝茶和聚会的。。现在。。。到了现在她都就快回去了。。。只喝过1次茶。。而且她还是带着她那班朋友出现。。。我真的顿时down了下来。。不是我不喜欢她的朋友。。只是我想拥有一次只有我们罢了。。但是。。我知道不可能了。。。因为。。。她现在都是"某人"先。。。她上次的回答就很清楚了。。。很清楚的知道。如果"某人"不去。。她就就不会出现。。所以。。不可能再拥有像以前那样的聚会了。。。我相信这次她回去后。。就算我们真的有聚会她也不会如此在意了。。。因为。。在她的心里已经开始慢慢的把我们给删除掉了。。这次她最不舍得的就是"某人"和那班朋友。。。。。。

下下星期一就是biba的生日了。。。。原本我还很兴奋的说。。。因为我妈没说不给去因为做工。。。可是。。现在的我很疑惑。。。因为。。。不去的话就不知道几时才可以见到她了。。。。可是。。我问了好几个人都说不得空。。没有钱。。不知道怎么去。。有些就给"wear formal"吓到。。包括我拉~可是其实没有那么严重啦。。只是酒楼而已啦。。只是在trpicana golf里面所以需要穿整齐点而已。。所以很多都不能。。加上在星期一啊。。。如果连姐她们都不去的话。。那我还去吗???我去来干啥???我又不认识他们。。他们跟我又没有话题。。而且又说英文的。。全部读书人=。=我一个人去埋像傻婆鸟咯??所以我有想过。。在那前的礼拜/拜六啊~自己弄聚会给她庆生的。。可是。。妈妈第1个告诉我她可能也不行。。她没时间。。。然后想想。。。biba姐也可能给不到我们时间吧。。等下她早已经跟朋友约好去哪里哪里了。。不然就是她的family day...唉。。。想到这。。就已经。。没有心情了。。。。。唉。。。。

从来没想过xTypoX会变到这样。。。各散东西。。。。


虽然如此。。但xTypoX在我心中还是最好的。。也是我最喜爱的朋友们^^

Monday, September 14, 2009

13/09/2009 Sunday!

This day is a nice day~~
why???

coz.....i hanging out wif my 2 best best ji mui ^^
Reali So SO so so SOOO long din hang out oli we 3 le..and so long din have a movie and walk pasar malam tgt le....and...oso so long din oli we 3 yum cha...hahax...
reali so happy ^^

Yesterday go watch jor "Where Got Ghost" its so nice and funny lo~~sure oso got scared wan la...got ghost ma...im the most 胆小 geh ma hahax...
but hor...tat leng lui are sitting my right handside de hor..more funny then tat movie....know why?
coz ha...she ha...keep laugh....no matter tat movie tat part funny or not...she oso laugh thr...=.=...i thinking izzit ci sin jor a she?? lolx...
but...she is like this de..owiz watch movie wif she...exspecially ha...got ghost de arh or 恐怖的啊 she oso like keep laugh in cinema de lorh=.= kisiao geh =.=

but im happy and enjoy this day ^^
Thankz la Ji mui ~~~
Love u both ~~~muackz....
*bt u both din hv my blog and duno i got blog haha *



take it in bowling thr de toilet b4 going in cinema...

i hope our friendship 4ever ^^

Thursday, August 13, 2009

[update]12/08 a Happy day ^^

Photo Photo!!Finally Get it le ^^ Happy!!!

期待以久的聚会。。昨天总算来了~~yiipi~yiipi~~

Yesterday is a day i most happy for this few month ^^ Thankz to u all *muackz* *hug*
Yesterday i get many Hug Hug /sing

coz...reali so so so so long din hv tat feel le....reali so touch to see tat again...and tat happy feel...then...coz i so long din join typo tgt wif my best best fren le..owiz me alone go join d...so lonely de lo T.T so happy they say they wanna go wif me ^^
and zomok not yum today de??today 13 neh...can celeb xTypoX 1 year and 8 month wor @@



那种开心真的无法形容~我不夸张。。真的不夸张。。那感觉真的太妙了。。。连宝,yan也那么感觉~因为她们比我还久没有这感觉了~真的很开心~很痛快~不过厚。。在妈咪还没来前厚。。看着biba,mama,ahmin坐在桌子的另一方有说有笑的。。我却只能望。。。有点失落咯~因为我知道就算我坐过去也没什么用。。肯定插不进去的。。感觉有点外人的感觉。。。只有猫姐和我说话也幸好那时候宝在我隔壁玩东西。。所以有东西做。。否则我都只能坐,吃,喝,等了....marmi来后蛮好的。。感觉妈咪还蛮像我妈咪的咯。。。昨天第1次被妈咪唠叨噢~~虽然嘴说很唠叨。。但是还蛮温馨的噢~~呵呵~难怪姐那么喜欢啦~我也开始有点喜欢咯~^^



昨天我们真的很吵咯。。Station 1不知道有没有客人投诉我们呢。。哈哈~我们真的无敌吵。。因为。。我们怕大合照那短短的几秒就可以感受到。。如果station 1没有了我们这班"哇鬼"是多么平静的。。hahahax....昨天也是第1次算是送东西给biba姐~actualy abit swt lo..the 1st of present is a sock =.= 可是好过没有嘛。。也不是什么贵东西。。又何必收回钱呢。。说真的。。比起她给我的。。我的袜子不算什么嘛。。小皮毛嘛~/warn biba姐~要长穿喔~/warn




but oso got abit sad oso lo...coz of 3 thins...



1st ~ when i reach..kena diu T.T i no uniform...haiz...ngo mm siong geh ma...u let me go bt u diu me pulak ........bt lucky i got pinjam dao black polo la..if not more cham...haiz...



second...i cant stay til the end...it duno how many times jor..barbi bday same..last time yum cha same..this time oso same...owiz bak early...owiz nit see marmi mao cry mao cry de face *lolx* and hou mm se dak gam say bye bye...每次都很想到最后的。。因为知道下次不知道是几时了。。所以一定要珍惜的。。希望下次真的能到最后不错过任何一刻与你们相距的时刻。。因为会miss很多东西的..



and the last thing is....duno when mama and ah min so close jor @@ i not sad about tis..its good...is about...i feel tat ah min and mama abit not so like talk to me @@ ah min seem din talk anything ytd lerh..i phone she..she pass to mama pick @@? make when wan bak i oso no dare to go hug she and say bye ...im so sorry about tat... and baozi too...he so sam fu after work come..then i tel him...i gona bak jor >.< he oso show me a sad face pulak ...coz owiz yum cha he reach i bak /swt...i promise him date nx time....and must yum wif him...ytd he bring de leng zai is who...i haven ask then bak jor /swt any1 can tel me?

and...ah K sick jor wor. need 隔离 tim wor..so yim zhong @@...祝他早日康复咯~ then can join us jor..i think he sad oso ytd cant join...last time chat wif him can feel it he waiting gathering oso de...bo bian lo...wait biba date again lo...Mederka she got date jor T.T haiz...last year so happy de...this year need stay home slp le......


我真的很喜欢昨天。。。很想念昨天。。。希望另一个"昨天"快点来。。。

This not nice...Min say..jz tat screen dirty jek..all think dao 阴森=.= got so scary meh =.=

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Happy Happy~~

Today will so Happy i think...
coz..i going to yum cha wif typo frens...
long time no gather jor...abit gan jiong tim..
and i go w/o uniform..more gan jiong /swt

ah yan jz now say boro me a black polo wor..bt is shiseido de wor..mean got logo thr...i thinking wanna wear mou /swt

Hope later will so happy lo....^^


to sha xin : i wan tel u tat...makiyo choi me in msn jor..bt hor..seem she reali so hate me b4 or wat..i wan tel she location change bt sms..bt cant send wor...duno izzit blog jor my phone or wat ==