原来......

原来......我什么都不知道 =)

有时候。。真的很讨厌自己~!!

痛恨自己什么都不知道。。
讨厌被问问题时总是＂口哑哑＂的我,问答不了别人。。也回答不了自己心中的疑问.....

感觉上我好像不能被信任....
好像我是大喇叭似的....

有时候，真的不能怪我什么都不说。。。
我只是从你们那里学来的。。


有时侯当我发现些蛛丝马迹时,有时候真的会感觉到晴天霹雳般的惊讶...有时却像一把锋利的刀插了下来有泪哭不出的伤....
明明心中充满疑问。。却不敢问你们个明白。。。
不知道是因为太了解你们一惯不说的作风还是被拒绝太多次。。而导致我已经开始什么都。。不敢问。。

以前的我。。。应该说以前的我们明明什么都敢问敢说敢谈。。。

到底这样是好还是不好呢？？？

busy busy busy~~~~

this week i reali so busy coz of my grandma come KL....
i everyday be a FREE driver...im not mind to be a driver la...jz....weekday...all the way jam dao!!!!!
i SUPER HATE drive to KL NOW!!! feel anytime anywhere oso get jam de lorh!!! DIUZ....!!

tomolo most sei...all oso know tmr FRIDAY ma...KL most FULL noon oso get jam de la...summo wan me go on noon...then go my aunty open house party on fong gong timing!! Diu lei arh!! MRR2 jam like hell leh dai lou.....ki si wa!!!!

i reali so busy...bz dao no time to date frens gaigai T.T tmr open house party dinner...then saturday i need to bak kampung for wedding dinner....sat is Deepavali lerh...i so scare NKVE will jam /haiz...
then sunday my grandma Birthday wor.....Monday start to work ==|||||||

this week reali tired sei ngor jor....no much time to rest 99 ...555...

SOMEONE CAN REPLACE ME BE A DRIVER????FOR FETCHING ME & MY MOM GO ANYWHERE ???! "ppl choi lei dou soh..."

i also want going out gaigai with a BIG Gang T.T when turn me get the chance =(


****actualy i wanna update about biba party...but...still now...seem pass too long dy...i...start write jor de...but duno why....feel hard to continue ....duno how to write jor...swt...she oso bak china jor...duno izzit still wan continue write.......=.=

烦~~!

又开始烦了。。。。。
问题真的很多。。。原以为可以放心了。。现在却又出问题了。。。

如果没钱，没车，没房子。。。生活应该怎么过？？？

一辈子租房子？？？？
一辈子省吃省用。。存钱咯。。。

总不能让妈妈什么都没有。。。可是我又能做些什么？？

我。。。什么都做不到。。。
只能。。。等。。。。。

...

i saw it from sumwhr....

"要记得，你们在我心目中，永远都是那么的重要。。。不要

因为距离而影响我们的姐妹情。。。虽然每天没有跟你们在一起，但我时时刻刻都会想起我们在一起开心的点点滴滴。。。也或许，你们有了新朋友，几乎把我给忘了。。。但我永远都会放在我的心坎里的内心深处。。。好好保存。。。
我很想念你们。。。也很爱你们。。。。

"

its can say is my 心声 but....i din happy when i saw this write from other ppl...
coz..........
i can say.......

i hate it...............................................coz..............it write from other ppl..........................

sorry...i noe i shud not write it out..but...i beh tahan....

mayb i start hate all of them le bah....or can say......i jealous /.....

i start be a person ppl unlike....
i can feel it....have many ppl start to unlike my 奇怪性格...
haiz....

but...tat's me....
u all wan me be a person u all like...folo and listen what u all 教训 me?say tat are not good..pls change it...
but tat not me.....

what shud i do then???
folo got fren...no folo no fren??
oli can choose 1 ?
i oli choose i wan a fren are accept all my 不好与缺点...not keep 教训 me....

i jz onli wan get sum true friends.....why so hard?


**i din pointed u all....dun "对号入坐" i just wan to write it out and let myself be better

TQ ^^

Sowee...lazy...

Actualy i wan update so many thing de...
1st ofcus is my pudu biba jie de Birthday Party la...coz tat nite reali so happy and funny ^^
but...
i lazy to write.....coz...eng i bun tong sui...chinese i nit go forum type then copy and paste....
nit open many window..coz i nit load my game in fb ..lol!!!

then 2nd neh....actualy i wan to write about wolf de...coz of many ppl say he are dead ma.....feel sad la...coz...怎样说我们也曾经很要好过嘛~ but...kor kor say...mayb its fake...coz ...he say jie say the full story 听起来很假 wor... */warn jie! zomok u din tel me about tat????kor no say i oso duno*
and shaxin arh...dun tel ppl about it ya Thx ^^

so now i feel...if he reali bluff all of his friends...then wat he will get??? get many friends 关心 coz of his dead??? reali so swt lo if like this.....
but....how come got ppl dare to tel ppl he's dead??? so yao yeng meh ==???

so its fake or true de !!! arHHHHggg!!!

anyone noe the answer???

and i wan to say sowee coz i lazy update many...coz reali so ma fan to write chinese ~~
pai seh pai seh!

Who is that actualy???

today suddenly wan see tu pudu biba jie de old blog...last year de i think....coz..suddenly i miss she....hahax...then i saw a old post....name : 我最亲爱的人.

then sure inside got write about...jie,marmi ,min and andy de story lo..about how they know each other arh...how close a...happy thing and sad oso lorh....reali a nice blog....
i rmb last time i read this....i tot tat down "" de is saying me.....coz tat time im so so so close wif biba jie....and she caling me mui oso de...so i think tat..so 理所当然 de lorh....


"直到有一天。。我发 现。。原来还有一个和我很相的人。。也是一个很在意姐姐可是姐姐却不在意的人。。那天开始。。我就跟他很熟络。。直到现在。。他都是唯一一个在我伤心或者 开心的时候都在我身边支持我的人。。他。。就是我亲爱的妹妹。。他是我最最最最最疼爱的妹妹。。。在那天开始。。我就告诉我自己。。我会永远的疼她。。我 有的东西。。我一定会也给她一份。。因为我知道。。只有他会把我放在心上。。也只有他会把他的心事一一的跟我分享。。我真得很开心我有这个妹妹。。"


but...now..i see bak....i got "???" lorh..coz...min, jie, marmi and andy de...she oso got write name d lo...why oli this part no hv name de????then i think tat izzit reali is me???or oli i 一向情愿 jek？
hahax...i reali duno lorh..so..can i noe tat answer??? coz its so important to me....真的很重要....
but how i get the answer?? i noe tat tu pudu biba jie arh..no cuming my blog jor de....i think she 4get my link tim arh.....so how i get???
u all sure say...terus go ask la...but...hey..u all duno biba meh...last year de 1 of she blog wor....1 year jor wor...u all think she will remember meh???=.=|||

but i think tat oso..if tat reali saying me la...erm..i rmb tat...i close wif she coz of a long story i sms to she wor,,,coz tat time de she was so sad and hurt....亲情，爱情，学业，家族都有事..no body help she settle...and tat time she cal me "long gas queen" so i send a long long long sms to 安慰 she...then we close jor hahax....i rmb is tat la...and jie thing oso got la...coz of jie we will sad tgt ~hahax...reali so funny we 2 ....

i so miss tat time we closed.....T.T
nx nx monday its ur Bday...i 80% going la...i hope tat tat day can chat much wif u and hv sum hug or kiss wif u^^....coz after tat u going bak le....i reali so scare....scare tat u will slow slow 4get who m i........i am ur Buru mui sifu arh....u remember???? =)

To my PuduBlu3 jie SEE de !!!!!!!!!!

To jie seeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hou hou lei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






i tel u both hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my lovely blu3 jie horrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sssssssssooooooooooooooo scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy de lorhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Tiap tiap hari pun mari my blog and seeeeeeeeee dy lo!!!!!!

BUTTTt ha!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so touch la hehex....gu mm dou...jie tiap tiap hari come...
i tot oli sha xin will do tat jek ...hehex....
Thankz jie....Love sei u jor!!!!!Muackz!!!

no panjang panjang la...i jz oli wan to update let u see jek..dun1 let u say me no update....u kaki oso so long no update...dare to say me =.=||||

and i jz wanna say to u i so touch and i love u


u touch mou /warn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

突然想更改！

突然想更改我的blogspot link name...

因为。。觉得那名怪怪的。。（现在才意识到真是大笨蛋）所以。。如果你们忽然看不到了。。而想继续的话。。可以跟我说。。我会告诉你们我改去什么的^^

我还是很愿意跟你们分享我的心情的噢～^^


今天一下就更新了很多～好累噢。。可是我好像还有很多东西写那样＝＝｜｜｜｜｜｜｜＊汗＊