sad then happy ^^

last few day...i use other pc to on9 while working i duno how click then click in a yoyo&cici profile page....then i like it oso de...

so...i kx click on into all pic tat profile have uploaded...i saw many cute yoyo cici pic...sum can make to a wall photo for pc...if i have my pc larh..but i using office de ma...so...how leng oso not of my business =(
then see see ha..i see dao a pic...my 1st feel and thinking de is my 80cent jie...why?? coz tat pic is...the black board write "1+1=?" then the monkey have many "??" then tat sure is jie hahaha!!!
then i wan to save it and upload to my album and tag jie de...but hor!!! the pc sooooo duno is balia or what...cant save pic wor!!!!! its a new CPU but so balia??? reali ki si!!!!!!
then fine i can use other pc to save it after finish work and the worker bak home....so i wait wait wait...hou sui mm sui..tat day she wan to bak wif she's BF..erm..lao gong can say...then i wait til i bak she still thr facebook ing ==|||||||||

then fine again!! i wait tmr lo~~heng!
after tat day...i 4get jor ~~/swt
til now i duno why sdly rmb again..then i go find find find and FIND!! seach seach seach and SEACH!!!
many yoyo cici!!!! then nvm...wai jor jie...i click on 1 by 1...man man find lo~~~then...i think is i stupid la..i din saw the "more of seach" word..then i oli click on those thing he show me jek..then i cant found it...im TOO dissappointed!!(izzit wrong word??) sad sei....cant let jie see it....haiz...
then i din gvup it...i reclick and reclick...FINALLY!!! i saw tat!!! MORE OF SEACH!! reali so MORE lo...then i click 1 by 1 check 1 by 1 again...then i found it!!! i So SO SOOO HAppy lo!! u never know how happy of me.....!! HAHAHA!! then 55 save it and upload it~~hope jie will saw it and answer it~~~~hehex^^

i wan to say....

i love u jie ^^ muackz

when jie have a mat ques will tat face!!!izzit cute~~? hahaha~

9 D chong you~~

"buru mui
我不知道该怎么说。
我一直把她当懂事的小妹妹，
可是
也不喜欢她小小年纪的情绪就灰灰暗暗的
老是想太多，我不想她步我后尘呢。
每次听他们说她心情不好时，我都会很无奈，
可是能怎么办呢？我可不想把她越弄越灰，没意思=("


any1 noe who wrote this de mah???

duno why..i saw it...jz got a "chong dong" to copy and paste it ~~^^

actualy i owiz find out many OLD thing...jz wan to let myself to remember tat....we both is care each other de ^^
and...jz wan to find bak the feel...the gam dong feel ...gam dong dao cry de feel...its a wonderful feel for me ^^

我很失败咯。。。

我并不知道“一颗迷失的心”代表什么。。和代表着谁的心。。。
但是。。我希望那不是我咯。。因为。。时间的巧合让我不得不多想了。。。

我换了link没有说只是因为我想看下有没有谁会志高奋勇的来问我。。。我想看下还有谁是有继续来看我的部落的。。。只从我离家后我就不知道也不清楚谁还有来。。之前我都只以为傻心一个而已。。然后最近发觉姐也经常来。。。可是却觉得还有很多人来那样。。。都不知道是谁。。之前也说了觉得我的link很奇怪嘛。。所以就换咯。。希望你们不要想太多咯。。^^
我是很爱你们滴～～就像我的link一样～im-just4you^^

我觉得失败的是。。。原来我并不是很了解姐和妈妈的。。。他们的quiz我都很低分呢T.T有点伤心。。。所以。。marmi最好不要出quiz我怕我会死的很难看T.T..我对marmi更加的一无所知呢。。。

说真的你们几时给我多了解你们一点jek????/flz

原来......

原来......我什么都不知道 =)

有时候。。真的很讨厌自己~!!

痛恨自己什么都不知道。。
讨厌被问问题时总是＂口哑哑＂的我,问答不了别人。。也回答不了自己心中的疑问.....

感觉上我好像不能被信任....
好像我是大喇叭似的....

有时候，真的不能怪我什么都不说。。。
我只是从你们那里学来的。。


有时侯当我发现些蛛丝马迹时,有时候真的会感觉到晴天霹雳般的惊讶...有时却像一把锋利的刀插了下来有泪哭不出的伤....
明明心中充满疑问。。却不敢问你们个明白。。。
不知道是因为太了解你们一惯不说的作风还是被拒绝太多次。。而导致我已经开始什么都。。不敢问。。

以前的我。。。应该说以前的我们明明什么都敢问敢说敢谈。。。

到底这样是好还是不好呢？？？

busy busy busy~~~~

this week i reali so busy coz of my grandma come KL....
i everyday be a FREE driver...im not mind to be a driver la...jz....weekday...all the way jam dao!!!!!
i SUPER HATE drive to KL NOW!!! feel anytime anywhere oso get jam de lorh!!! DIUZ....!!

tomolo most sei...all oso know tmr FRIDAY ma...KL most FULL noon oso get jam de la...summo wan me go on noon...then go my aunty open house party on fong gong timing!! Diu lei arh!! MRR2 jam like hell leh dai lou.....ki si wa!!!!

i reali so busy...bz dao no time to date frens gaigai T.T tmr open house party dinner...then saturday i need to bak kampung for wedding dinner....sat is Deepavali lerh...i so scare NKVE will jam /haiz...
then sunday my grandma Birthday wor.....Monday start to work ==|||||||

this week reali tired sei ngor jor....no much time to rest 99 ...555...

SOMEONE CAN REPLACE ME BE A DRIVER????FOR FETCHING ME & MY MOM GO ANYWHERE ???! "ppl choi lei dou soh..."

i also want going out gaigai with a BIG Gang T.T when turn me get the chance =(


****actualy i wanna update about biba party...but...still now...seem pass too long dy...i...start write jor de...but duno why....feel hard to continue ....duno how to write jor...swt...she oso bak china jor...duno izzit still wan continue write.......=.=

烦~~!

又开始烦了。。。。。
问题真的很多。。。原以为可以放心了。。现在却又出问题了。。。

如果没钱，没车，没房子。。。生活应该怎么过？？？

一辈子租房子？？？？
一辈子省吃省用。。存钱咯。。。

总不能让妈妈什么都没有。。。可是我又能做些什么？？

我。。。什么都做不到。。。
只能。。。等。。。。。

...

i saw it from sumwhr....

"要记得，你们在我心目中，永远都是那么的重要。。。不要

因为距离而影响我们的姐妹情。。。虽然每天没有跟你们在一起，但我时时刻刻都会想起我们在一起开心的点点滴滴。。。也或许，你们有了新朋友，几乎把我给忘了。。。但我永远都会放在我的心坎里的内心深处。。。好好保存。。。
我很想念你们。。。也很爱你们。。。。

"

its can say is my 心声 but....i din happy when i saw this write from other ppl...
coz..........
i can say.......

i hate it...............................................coz..............it write from other ppl..........................

sorry...i noe i shud not write it out..but...i beh tahan....

mayb i start hate all of them le bah....or can say......i jealous /.....

i start be a person ppl unlike....
i can feel it....have many ppl start to unlike my 奇怪性格...
haiz....

but...tat's me....
u all wan me be a person u all like...folo and listen what u all 教训 me?say tat are not good..pls change it...
but tat not me.....

what shud i do then???
folo got fren...no folo no fren??
oli can choose 1 ?
i oli choose i wan a fren are accept all my 不好与缺点...not keep 教训 me....

i jz onli wan get sum true friends.....why so hard?


**i din pointed u all....dun "对号入坐" i just wan to write it out and let myself be better

TQ ^^

Sowee...lazy...

Actualy i wan update so many thing de...
1st ofcus is my pudu biba jie de Birthday Party la...coz tat nite reali so happy and funny ^^
but...
i lazy to write.....coz...eng i bun tong sui...chinese i nit go forum type then copy and paste....
nit open many window..coz i nit load my game in fb ..lol!!!

then 2nd neh....actualy i wan to write about wolf de...coz of many ppl say he are dead ma.....feel sad la...coz...怎样说我们也曾经很要好过嘛~ but...kor kor say...mayb its fake...coz ...he say jie say the full story 听起来很假 wor... */warn jie! zomok u din tel me about tat????kor no say i oso duno*
and shaxin arh...dun tel ppl about it ya Thx ^^

so now i feel...if he reali bluff all of his friends...then wat he will get??? get many friends 关心 coz of his dead??? reali so swt lo if like this.....
but....how come got ppl dare to tel ppl he's dead??? so yao yeng meh ==???

so its fake or true de !!! arHHHHggg!!!

anyone noe the answer???

and i wan to say sowee coz i lazy update many...coz reali so ma fan to write chinese ~~
pai seh pai seh!