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这里是充满真实·现实·事实的~如果你不能接受现实 你不能忍受别人批评与影射你不好の一面。。也表示你不能接纳真正的我の想法,那么请你立刻收起你の好奇心然后马上离开这属于我の网页呗~!不要再来侵犯我「唯一」可以「宣泄」的地方了。。我不想受人影响而抒发时有所顾虑。。那样我会很不舒服。。我明白〈忠言逆耳〉但也请你明白我の抒发。。人总要有宣泄管道... 我也不想因为以下哪一段哪一节而让你对我产生不满与生气酿成心病而去破坏我们の“情”与“缘”~因为我不能保证会不会有关于你不好の一段。。这里只有“真”{真心话与事}和“忠”{衷心与忠言} ~我想在你还未确定你是否能平常心看待前先离开是好的~

谢谢你的大驾光临 =)


我只想让我最爱的朋友们能更了解我而已。。希望你们都能正面观看以下的文章^^


❤你若不弃 我定不离❤


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我不想在这里修饰我的任何言语,看不爽?你可以不看!"

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

5 years???

ytd my office line sot..so i cant online ...

then today can on dy...im so happy...

and saw tat got some friends update blog..i mai go see lo...

see a girls...i know she at primary skul...and keep frens tgt still...this early of year ba...
coz..now..she bak from NS then angry some of us....

actualy i feel she still is a kids lo...do something so "yau zi" lorh...
u got see a person dun1 fren u..but then go tell around she de ppl it de mah? she said arh..."yea we are friend but no talk jor de"?? OMG!! what is this arh?? any1 can tel me tat??
wa sai eh!! dun1 fren then dun1 fren la...need tel ppl like tat meh?? summo tat is duno me de ppl ==|||||| i swt 99999999999999 lorh!!!

summo ha..she write in she blog it..."start i bak from NS we are not ji mui anymore..jz is normal fren..." then "our 5 years de friendship is finished and im so happy coz of tat hope u all too"
wa lao eh! u din talk wif normal fren?? no talk mean not a fren lorh wei..and...we onli 5 years meh?? more then that larh...or u saying other? not me??

i hope tat u reali happy coz of u wan to "jue jiao" with us lo...(acytualy i feel jue jiao this action arh is so children /...).coz i saw tat all u wrote all tat jz coz of u angry coz we din concern u when u in NS and we din invite u go gaigai.....

and i wan tel you tat...i got say "luck tat i no kena NS" but i din say..u black skin jor and other lorh...if ur blog included me har..i reali so mou gu de lorh ==||||

say the true 1...i dun hope tat we reali like a chou ren...no matter what happening b4 we oso is a best fren in skul....but if u reali wan to do tat? i oso cant stop u...jz wish u have a good life after finish SPM bah....

yesterday...Grand Final????

its a good topic get from ikki kor.....

erm....coz...if he din ask me...i oso duno ysterday they having a grand final....

erm....mayb...im not ok ytd...bt now...im very ok....

im so sorry for yesterday im not going coz of i duno anything...and im so sorry to kor coz ytd i keep fat him pei hei...and he is not in mood tat time i still like tat treat him....

if ytd i can on9 and write blog...

my blog sure is full of chinese...coz i will write many thing...

but i writing my blog today...

so...its short and nth meaning...jz same like after final finish i onli know tat...
and i still write about it..not mean tat i wan make u all unhappy...i jz wan to do something out and let me cepat 4get it...if not i keep in my heart i will "peng kui" 1 day....

actualy i duno why i feel so sad and hurt and summo angry ytd....i shud not like tat...
XDO competition...i pat lao dou duno is when de...its biasa de..

but...i reali duno why i will like tat ytd nite....

erm....mayb coz i miss u all so much and its a good chance to let us gather tgt....and mayb coz i saw som1 name in tat list kor list for me bah....

i saw tat name..i duno why i so angry...lolx...

but then...everything are pass away jor...so...dun think bak dy...

jz hope i can attend nx time and gv them add oil....

and...

hope tat too..i can listen and folo what baka teach me...^^

Sunday, November 15, 2009

开心~

今天收到了Sharon jie 老婆生了的消息。。真的很替他开心咯~他的儿子终于出来看世界了~~
昨天出生的。。就是14/11咯~~跟咱们的min min jeje 同一天喔~~呵呵~

他的儿子我们还不知道什么名。。所以就先命名为"饺子"咯~这名可是我们的"大家姐"给的呢~xTypoX_GaoJi 因为要他子成父业~hahax...

真的很替他高兴的~不过。。同时也很替他担心咯。。Sharon jie 的人是怎样众所皆知咯。。其实这样的婚姻是很不被看好的咯。。因为都太年轻了。。如果有什么。。。导致离婚的话。。真的受苦的就是孩子了。。。不是说诅咒。。这是真的。。。我表姐就是个好例子。。虽然不至于离婚。。但是。。也很糟糕下。。只希望这孩子能健康快乐的成长咯~~呵呵~能给的就只有祝福了~^^

Sharon jie答应说等孩子满月后就带出来给我看的噢~~有没有谁要一起呢??真想弄个聚会for看他的孩子和加上。。有人记得下个月什么日子吗???
对。。没错。。正是xTypoX 2周年的纪念日...Did u all Remember???
而且刚好在星期日呢。。真是一个好日子啊。。。可是。。。并不知道有多少人会记得。。记得又怎样?也不代表有什么。。。

期待下个月的到来~^^

Thursday, November 12, 2009

FaceBook 優子老師的 算名/命

好奇的看妈妈玩了说很准下。。就去玩了。。。本人最喜欢准的东西了~~呵呵呵~~~

看就知道要填名字咯~只是没想过连姓也要??算了。。不知道如何填姓。。。干脆只填名字试试看可以不咯~~
怎。。知道。。可以喔~~真好哦~~

以下是我的结果。。觉得还蛮准的喔~~
有变颜色的是我本身觉得准的噢~其他的我本身不怎么觉得准咯~

晓銮 的內在想法

*思想比較主觀且內心很有自己想法 - 我主观么??我不知道耶~
*想法比較內歛,常常隱藏自己的想法 -只是没人来深入发掘而已~
*喜歡凡事行動前事先規劃再執行 -那才好。。到时候才不会乱。。最讨厌没规划的人!到时候乱要一堆人跟你一起乱
*不喜歡被了解太多,內心世界不容易被人察覺 -怎么会不喜欢被了解呢。。只是你们没来了解嘛~哈哈~
*相當固執,即使錯了也不在乎 - 不清楚~也许吧


晓銮 的外在行為

*外表溫柔內心倔強的人,內心嚴重的缺乏安全感 -内在也很温柔好不好!谁可以给我安全感??
*佔有慾會顯得比較強烈,常常會不安 -因为霸道和缺乏安全感啊~~
*事情會自己全部攬起來做,比較勞碌命 - 勞碌命=0=||| NooOOOO!
*有時太愛計較,讓自己很累 -颜色告诉你了~~有时嘛
*個性比較保守,做事相對也比較安份 - 嗯嗯~


任何人对于我的测验结果 与 我的回应有任何的意见吗???

欢迎随时留言~

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

没用 useless

忽然觉得我很没有用咯。。。家里的事理不了也没能力保的住家。。工作嘛。。其实。。我算在工作吗?这样的工作送都没人要。。是很轻松。。又怎样。。正因为这样所以得不到正常人应该有的薪水。。。
现在觉得没有一个地方是用得着我的。。。好一无事出喔................

以前。。。我都觉得我很有用。。像梦幻。。至少讲到聚会他们还记得头几次都是我举办的。。而且还算成功的。。一次比一次多人。。一次比一次来的开心。。。我对于那我很开心。。也很自豪。。呵呵。。虽然回忆不比typo多。。可是梦幻的每一个聚会我都还记得很清楚的咯~~

后来。。xTypoX出现了。。。我就跳槽啦~~~~~~没办法啊。。梦幻聚会真的好像都来自世界各地那样。。真的好难喔~xTypoX起头大部分都是雪洲和KL的。。真的一通电话就可以了~不需要任何的事前准备太多~加上那时候。。因为姐的关系我也跟Biba姐他们要好下。。他们也很热情的每次邀我出去聚会~所以。。。。。。。跳去那里帮忙啦。。虽然头头我只是负责出席啦。。可是后来慢慢的开始帮忙了。。。也因此。。。我抛弃了。。梦幻。。。讲起来还真内疚。。。如果我们不是只顾xTypoX的话。。狼也许就不会。。。这样吧。。。知道讲到这里。。姐看到这里。。一定开始不开心...但是。。一切都不能从来了。。我也不后悔如此在乎xTypoX。。^^

在那里我慢慢帮起忙来筹办聚会。。应该是从我生日那时开始的吧。。过后就慢慢越管越多了。。。哈哈。。。导致每一次的聚会我都会成为被联络的人。。。每次一接近聚会就会收到一堆的信息与电话。。。虽然需要用到很多的电话钱去通知聚会。。可是我都很乐意。。只要大家来的开心玩得开心就好了。。。我就满足了~

现在。。。自从我离家后。。因为没有电脑的关系真的无法弄任何的聚会了。。。也因为那样。。也让你们意识到我的存在~~甚至成为你们喝茶的TOPIC啊~听到这个时真的不知道要生气还是开心了。。。还有人说。。"BURU都不在哪里好玩的"?哇老诶!我是给你们玩的啊??命运怎么跟梦幻一样是"欺负果"啊??我应该开心吗???我应该开心的。。你们终于知道我的重要性了~~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!然后。我记得我只说过我搬家了所以没电脑。。。可是怎么冒似他们都知道我家有事情啊??也因为这样。。。仔仔就开始联络我关心下我的事情。。然后就导致我和宝贝。。这样子了。。。我站在她面前她却视而不见。。

回归正题。。我的电话真的很久没像以前那样响着了。。。虽然Sharon姐结婚时有响了几下啦~可是我真的很想以前那样弄聚会喔~至少那样我觉得我在这里头有点贡献。。能让你们意识到存在的方法。。。以前真的很开心。。。

越写。。就。。越想起每次的聚会。。加上我现在很努力的尽力的上传照片~所以很多的东东都浮上脑海了。。

你们到底有人看到我上星期facebook写的status吗??我写着"520 combo 13 bad 12 miss...its mean...i love u 1312"我写那是给你们看的。。。可是。。我不知道你们是没看到。。还是看到了却无言以对...其实我很想问。。今年的1312。。还会有周年庆祝会吗??
有人知道那。。来着了吗??
还有不到一个月的时间。。。

那对我来说还是很重要的日子。。。。。。。。。。

Monday, November 9, 2009

缘~火锅店~庆生 ^^

昨天还蛮开心的咯。。。


昨天我们特地去了sunway缘那里吃火锅为我们最美丽,漂亮,动人的美女XiiaoYan庆祝生日。。

因为时间的关系所以我们提早庆祝了^^

Sorry..for late post....

erm....i onli can say...sunday is a nice and happy day for me...i so long din so happy wif my skul frens le...tat day meet jor few fren are so long din meet de...more then half year le...and know jor 3 new frens...all so funny ,friendly and crazy de lo..and nicely oso...hehex...we after 8:30 start eat...then eat eat eat til....1130 i think...after tat i nit to bak le T-T they continue go SS2 Murni Yum cha...i cant folo abit sad =(
actualy when reach thr b4 get table...while waiting table..i got think cal min min come tgt de lorh..coz she so near tat steamboat thr ma ~~but "sao sing lui" din answer me anything so i oso duno how to ask her...i think she wont come oso bah ...lolx...

Anyway.....
Thankz frens...even i be wif u all sumtime got abit sad coz of i duno what u both talking..but im happy can hang out wif u both again ~~~^^

be wif u both got a feel be wif typo...coz tat nite...i keep laugh thr...hahax...
when i be wif typo oso same keep laugh...hehex

Hope i can gather wif u both fastly lo...


i mean not my skul fren onli and typo too.....hehex...


that nitez de photo~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Sorry..

im feel Sorry after wrote that....

i know i shud not write tat out..but i reali feel sad...

so happy ytd marmi on facebook jor ^^

but...everytime i on facebook oso see u both chat at nite ...u reply she status...she reply ur status...haizz...i see dao..duno shud happy coz u all still close or shud sad coz i EVERYTIME oso cant join it/...

reali duno use what mood to face it....


总觉得我一直在错过。。。错过与你们谈天的时间与说地的机会。。。我上你们下。。。你们聊我就下了。。。所以。。总是得不到你们的回复。。。我透明的吗

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Sien???

Reali feel sien now....

i cant online feel lost sumthing....
i can online ..but..feel duno what to do and duno what for on....

before...everyday online coz i wan on my facebook and check all the thing....
many on facebook coz of those game lvling...but..im not de lorh...
i coz u both de lo...coz onli facebook can let me know more about u both...
how is ur life...how is ur feeling...and izzit sumthing bad or happy happening...all the news ...like...jie gam...if i din keep check jie facebook...i wont know i get a jiefu jor...and wont know i lost a jiefu jor...even i duno why i have it and lost it la...but atlease i know i have and lost be4 ma =)
i can know all in facebook...
coz of tat ...so i so rajin on facebook.....and learn how to play facebook...

before i can know it all on blogger...but.. man man de..u all oso din write dy..so i cant know more about u all de news...then turn facebook....im so happy tat i found another way for know more u both de news lorh....u all duno how happy are me ...

but now....

facebook same like blogger...

seem cant know anything anymore....

maybe u will say i so 8 wan to know all the thing...

but...u never know why i wan to so 8 u both de thing....

just coz....

i dunwan to lost all i most love and care de friends...

i know my eng so cha...but...i lazy to type chinese ...its so mafan to type chinese....

i very miss my KD house de pc ....=(