Why u all owiz wan like tat make mii sad de arh/...

The 1st make me so sad de is my baobei....bt now still is my baobei i think she answer is no/...i reali so broken....

Broken Heart
我真的很伤心与心痛也不解为什么我们回搞到如此田地。。。。我们曾经那么的要好过。。。我们曾经那么的亲近过。。。可是。。为什么现在会这样呢？？我真的不明白。。。在那里面。。你可以说是比姐还要早跟我熟悉起来的。。。可是现在。。我站在你面前。。。坐在你面前。。你却对我视而不见。。听而不闻。。。那晚的我。。真的很辛苦。。也不知道该怎么办才好。。。那么多的人知道我与你之前要好的程度。。现在却这样子了。。。姐头头在她房问我是否很想念你时。。我真的不知道应该回答什么。。。对。。可以这么说我是想念你的。。见到你时真的想像以前那样拥抱后再来个吻。。可是现在想跟你正面笑个都没有。。我与你的问题早在之前喝茶就感受到了。。可是我却百思不得其解。。。到底是怎么了？？我做了什么吗？我记得我不曾做过什么啊。。。直到今天我大概确实的算得到了答案。。原来是因为你男朋友跟我偶尔的联系？不会吧？就这样毁了我与你之间的友情？？那也太儿戏了吧？？心想。。难道＂宝贝＂这字眼是白叫的吗？？叫爽的吗？？再一次的让我羡慕姐和妈咪。。。。。。。。。说真的之前我真的只是不开心和心不舒服而已。。然后到下午。。他问了我觉得心痛吗？有哭吗的时候。。。我告诉她。。。不至于啦～可是事实上他一说我的眼泪就流了。。。可是。。这也是没有办法了。。。如果因为那样而导致这样的话。。我真的不知道说什么或做些什么来解决好。。这真的很难解决。。。所以我也只能说nth to do for now....和我能做的就是尽量减少与zai联系，交谈。。看能不能改善些什么咯。。还有。。尽量不让人感觉到我与宝贝（还是宝贝吧？）的问题。。。不然。。你们问起我不知道怎么回答。。。只能一笑而过吧。。。现在真的只希望一切都会过去。。。不然等臭４３回来的话有聚会。。那该怎么办才好。。。。。和。。现在的我没有uniform真的很难搞下。。。~haiz................................凡人真的很烦下的咯～

reali duno how to settle it/... i noe u all owiz chat wif she de...any1 can tel mii what i did wrong???bt i think my blog duno wait til when oli got ppl see hahahax....

The 2nd make mi so sad de...is you...ya...you...at other side cant see this website de you.....

i duno u is yau sam ding mou yi....owiz i ask u thing...u oso wil 拖拖拖~拖 til mayb u feel mii sad or i use so kua jiong de way ask u...u oli tel mii de answer...owiz same...is everytime same....other i think jie,min they all u mayb will 主动 tel when u will be bak m'sia...i owiz duno the date u bak or the month u bak....owiz oso baka say u got bak i oli will noe tat....then keep ask u...u wont say....do u noe u like tat i will so sad???gam dou suin la...atlease 到最后 i oso will noe the date u bak ^^....i dy ok jor de....bt why...let mii see tat....what cal "so this time xTypoX gathering i will not attending"?? onli xTypoX??i noe tat mayb u are kiding...coz我坚信u still love xTypoX de...so...i oso will 争取after u bak here we can meet de 机会...bt i think hard abit....coz i oli sunday no work...if reali like baka say u bak got gathering bt on weekday i reali cant attend...and i din hv uniform for now...shirt,shoe,cap all in my KD de house...no uniform go gathering 原本is nth de..bt..i so scare they will ask mii zomok no wear........i duno how to answer it/...so tat day mama cal mii ask mii mm sai wear uniform go de le hor?i 55 say nonit de la...hak mang mang...i feel lucky our uni is black colour de is red colour i duno find what 借口..then nite turn barbi say wan wear uniform photo get si hao..i reali soh jor...lucky he jz xia mii jek =.=

so long no write blog jor...i duno what i typing....so luan shui rite?bt not much ppl see ma...suan le ba...i jz wan to write down jek...if not my mood duno will down til when.....if any dak zui then sorry lo...也是那句dun like dun see larh...no body force oso ma rite =.=...i jz folo sum1 say de...blog is ownself de ma...so wan wirte what oso can...nonit care ppl dim tai de ma...i jz folo it jek...